Monday, September 27, 2010

i'm obsessed with veins.

it's true. this is what pima medical institute has done to me. five months of practicing the fine art of palpating and stabbing median cubital veins has turned me into some sort of deranged and shallow monster. i mean, the shallow part is nothing new, but i've certainly kicked up the oddness factor. seriously, i'll be checking out some cute guy and think to myself, "now, HE'S got nice veins! i'd like to CBC that! maybe throw a little pro thrombin time test in there, yeah baby!". obviously, i'm not well.

fortunately however, school is finally over, and i will soon get to put my deviant obsession to good use. but sadly not today, though i do understand. the first day of externship naturally mandates defining the pecking order, and the hours of orientation paperwork and grunt filing gently demonstrated that i am last in it. but i suppose it's good for me. it'll help build the character i so desperately lack, as will the externship site itself. working at the international district community health center, i am a lone mexican in a sea of asian women. all of whom are way skinnier than me and talk in several languages i cannot understand. the upside of course is that i'm slightly taller than at least a handful of them and thus, i am slightly more smug. which i suppose neutralizes some of the character building i was aiming for, but i accept the loss willingly.

overall, i'm pretty stoked on where things are in life right now. there's been some adjustments i've had to make lately, and i miss my friends both from home and from school. but as my second favorite minnesotan says, "it's a good day to face the hard things...each day i will try to do better, right now is where i guess i belong." (and yes, gina, that makes you my first favorite minnesotan.)

now that i have some actual breathing room, expect more disjointed rantings here in the future! huzzah! with that i leave you, your found item of the day:



true that.